yesterday, i just wanna talk with someone.
i called my friends.
no one answer my call.
after that, she called me back. her name is mijah.
calling me 30 minutes then i said,
"ok mijah, nanti habis kredit kau telefon aku. ok la, ..."
"fadh, takkan dah nak bye dah. its ok la... talking again... until,
the call ended. and i was laugh.
"her credit must be finish already." then, i called her back.
continue talking. adding 30 minutes more.
we were talking in 1 hour already.
after talking with her, i smile.
i just wondering,
why im very comfortable with her.
not with someone who near with me.
she's far away from me.
when i wanna talking with someone,
she will be my best person to talk.
she just listening what i want to talk.
sometimes give me some advise.
and comfort me.
i hope you're not married so soon mijah.
if not, who i want to talk. :(
she said, if she married,
just called her anytime.
we will see, mijah.
so far what have i seen in my life,
my friends who got married, her life is different.
yes, the phase is different too.
from single to married woman.
i dont think we can call freely with them until 1 hour like yesterday.
i miss you, mijah.
how come you are so far from me.
miss the old days.
i dont know how to thanks to you.
maybe one day, i will go to your place, inshaAllah.
life is a lesson.
if people put you down, dont let them put you down again.
lets get life better than them.
missing the old fadh. where are you now? :'(